Perşembe, Mart 8


Büyümek
Öğleden sonra iki ders. Acele acele yetiştim işe. Neyse ki deneme yapıyoruz bugün. Bu, rahatça oturup dinlenebileceğim demek. Her dakika ayakta çok yorucu oluyor. Çocuklarım beni gördüklerine çok sevindi. Hepsi çiçek gibi. Tertemiz, uzun, boş bir sayfa her biri. Henüz hayal kırıklığına uğramamış, yanlışlar yapmamışlar. Herşeyin yorumu o kadar basit ki... İşte bu yüzden, ruhlarının temizliğinden, küçük güzel anılarından böyle aydınlık ve neşeli oluşları. Ya biz?
Geçmekte oldumuz uzunca yol, yola beraber başlayıp geride bıraktıklarımız, yalnızlığımız, düş kırıklığımız...İşte tüm bunlar dilimizde acı bir tat bırakıyor. Anılarımız hiç silinmemek üzere programlanmış, hafızamıza kazınıp en olmadık zamanlarda defalarca bizimle yüzleşiyor. Çocukken aydınlık olan yüzümüze gölge vuruyor şimdi, suratımız ekşiyor, kaşlarımız çatılıyor.
Çocukken bana büyüdüğümde çok mutlu olacağımı söylediler. Çocukluk gibisi var mı??Yanılmışlar!
Severken Öldürenlerdenim.

Bazen sevdiklerim öyle tatlı gelir ki onları böyle ellerimin arasına alıp sevmek isterim. İyi güzel de ya bu benim başıma gelirse? Şöyle olur efendim:
Bir iş günüydü. Geçen yıl okulun ilk günüydü, haliyle sadece ilk günlere mahsus olmak üzere tüm veliler gelmiş, bahçede toplanılmıştı. Bir yandan müdür öğretmenleri tanıtıyor bir bir. Okul da benim doğduğum yerde. Yani çevre hep tanıdık.Ben çocukların başında dururken, biri ama iri yari bir kadın kollarını açarak bana doğru geldi. Yüzümü ellerinin arasına aldı, yanaklarımı o iri elleriyle sıkarak:
-Demeeet, Ne kadar büyümüşsün maşşallah!!
Gerisi malum . Çook utanmıştım!!

Cumartesi, Mart 3

Cuma, Mart 2

Mending Wall

Something there is that doesn't love a wall,
That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it
And spills the upper boulder in the sun,
And make gaps even two can pass abreast.
The work of hunters is another thing:
I have come after them and made repair
Where they have left not one stone on a stone,
But they would have the rabbit out of hiding,
To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean,
No one has seen them made or heard them made,
But at spring mending-time we find them there,
I let my neighbor know beyond the hill;
And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again.
We keep the wall between us as we go.
To each the boulders that have fallen to each.
And some are loaves and some so nearly balls
We have to use a spell to make them balance:
"Stay where you are until our backs are turned!
"We wear our fingers rough with handling them.
Oh, just another kind of outdoor game,
One on a side. It comes to little more:
There where it is we do not need the wall:
He is all pine and I am apple orchard.
My apple trees will never get across
And eat the cones under his pines, I tell him.
He only says, "Good fences make good neighbors."
Spring is the mischief in me, and I wonder
If I could put a notion in his head:
"Why do they make good neighbors? Isn't it
Where there are cows?
But here there are no cows.
Before I built a wall I'd ask to know
What I was walling in or walling out,
And to whom I was like to give offense.
Something there is that doesn't love a wall,
That wants it down. " I could say "Elves" to him,
But it's not elves exactly, and I'd rather
He said it for himself. I see him there,
Bringing a stone grasped firmly by the top
In each hand, like an old-stone savage armed.
He moves in darkness as it seems to me,
Not of woods only and the shade of trees.
He will not go behind his father's saying,
And he likes having thought of it so well
He says again, "Good fences make good neighbors."

Robert FROST
I like this poem, do u?

Çarşamba, Şubat 28

Latest Movies

'Babel' from the director of '21 Grams' and 'Ameros Perros'. Unfortunately it did not get the Oscar, it's worth watching with rich acting of Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett. Meanwhile I liked Amores Perros so much. You should watch it.


'The Prestige', an illustionist ( Hugh Jackman). I've got the movie. I'll watch it in a few days.


'The Illusionist'. In turn-of-the-century Vienna, a magician uses his abilities to secure the love of a woman far above his social standing. I watched the movie. It's great. I like Edward Norton again. It's more than about an illustionist. At the end of the film you'll be very surprised! ı highly recommend you..

and 'Blood and Diamond'. I gonna watch it tonight. I heard many positive comments about the movie. Leonardo Di Caprio played in Departed too (Meanwhile The Departed got many Ocsar prizes like the best director). Leo was great. Unlike his previous films in which he was in the center of attraction of women, he really plays character roles. He's proved himself ... Have you wathed any of them?

Trees

Take a look at those trees!


Very interesting, isn't it?



Just like an expression of art..
We've always thougt that human is as artist, but did we fail thinking of
GOD as the real artist??

Exhibition

Hayattaki engellerin büyüklüğüne ve niteliğine aldırmadan savaşmanın, çabalamanın, ve şükretmenin önemini gösteren fotoğraflar...herkes ibretle ve ders alarak bakmalı, ve ne olursa olsun yaşama sevgisinin ve azminin nasıl engelleri aşmayı sağladığını görmeliyiz...

(Photo Exhibition by Serdar Bilgili, TURKEY)













Salı, Şubat 27

Hi everyone!

Hi everybody! Very new here. Coming soon...